Wednesday, May 21, 2014
No Stranger
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
The Mystery of the Stick
Thursday, May 15, 2014
Not About Her
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Looking for Her
Monday, May 12, 2014
The Swordsman
Thursday, May 08, 2014
In the Rain
Wednesday, May 07, 2014
The Seasons of Forever
Friday, May 02, 2014
Something for the Weekend: Free Kindle Short Story: An Undulation of a Shadow’s Edge
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Dreams Are This Fragile
Monday, April 28, 2014
The Torture Chamber
Sunday, April 27, 2014
When the Empress Danced
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Nothing Left to Offer
I remember the first time.
We met down by the shore and walked along the beach together. She said she knew me, knew my work. Back then I was still a writer, still entranced by the dance of words and how I could get them to shift and turn upon the page to make a doorway open into some new way of seeing this world turn.
She took my hand as we walked, as though I connected her to something she could not otherwise reach.
I told her I had nothing left to offer, but she said, reaching up to kiss me on the lips, that none of that mattered.
Later, as the wind and the rain returned, blowing the waves into a storm, she came back with me to the cottage behind the dunes.
I sat in my chair in front of the fireplace, looking at the ashes of the fire that had burned there the night before, seeing in the cold remains some sort of metaphor I would once have grown into a story.
I looked up to see her stepping out of the last of her clothes. Pale green knickers easing down her thighs while she balanced on one leg, resting her one hand on the mantelpiece.
She turned to me when she was naked and took a couple of steps forward until she was standing between my open thighs. She leant down and kissed me again.
Then she sat down on the floor between my legs, curling herself up like a cat in front of a warm fire. Then, resting her head on my crotch, so her long red hair spread like flames across my thighs, she closed her eyes and sighed.
I rested my hand on her head, feeling the flow of her hair beneath my palm.
‘It is all right,’ she said, her eyes still closed.
And then I knew she was right, so I closed my eyes too.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Tuesday, April 01, 2014
All These Twisting Roads
I built this tower with the room at the top for her. I set her down in that room with only one window to look through where she could see a world out beyond the tower. I created a door for her to learn how to open.
Beyond the door were twisting corridors, long involved staircases and rooms beyond rooms that would – eventually – allow her out into the world beyond the tower. In some of those rooms, I’d hidden clothes she could use to dress herself, food to feed herself, tools she could use and maps she could follow to lead her out through that final door into this waiting world.
Out beyond the tower, I’d made a whole world for her to search through. A landscape for her to find the paths, tracks and roads that led her away from the tower and deeper into this maze of a world.
I knew she would – eventually - find her way through this world, follow the cunning paths I had made for her with their many wrong turnings and twists, dead ends and false trails. I knew that she would not give up until; she knew she’d escaped from that tower and all her imprisonment implied.
She thought she was escaping, running to be free. She thought she was fleeing the tower and whatever nameless being had incarcerated her there. What she did not know was that I’d contrived this whole world, so that in running away from me she would be running to me.
Then, one day – at the end of the last twisting road – I would be waiting there to save her.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Monday, March 31, 2014
Not Today
This is what comes from the moment; this is what turns back from the open sky and away from the sea of possibilities that laps against the shore of the now. We have walked these beaches so often before. Each time, your eyes turn towards the distant horizon where the sky meets the sea. You long to be back there, riding the waves and diving deeper than I have ever known into a world I cannot touch. Meanwhile, I trap you here on the dry land, hoping the memories of your water-born freedom will fade, until you know longer know how to dive deep into the seas that lie forever beyond my reach.
I have woken alone in the night to see you silhouetted against the moonlit window, watching the waves flickering in the moonlight. Longing for your home, until I call your land name and you return to our bed with one last lingering glance over your shoulder to what was once the only life you knew.
Then, each morning, I turn first to make sure you remain here on my dry land. I know one morning I will wake to find you gone. I will never know if you could ever return to such a dry life once you have dived deep again and swum out across that moonlight sea into a far freedom beyond the reach of land. Lost far beyond any horizon I could ever see from where I stand.
I know now that one morning I must take you down to the beach, to the edge of your sea and then let you go. I just hope, each morning, as I turn to you in our bed, that today is not that day.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Sunday, March 30, 2014
The Day We Met
I saw her as she came through the door into the café. I was sitting at my usual table, back near the far wall. There, I could sit with my back against the wall and watch everyone who came in, yet be far enough away from the counter so that I wasn’t bothered by people passing by me on their way to get served. I watched her for a few moments; liking what I saw, liking the way she moved. She had that special grace about her that fascinates me. I always like watching a woman who moves through the world with a lightness of step, a delicacy, but at the same time an ease and a confidence.
I could have watched her for a while. I had the feeling she would be someone who made a ceremony out of her coffee break. Someone who would sit, sip and appreciate, take delicate bites from her sandwich or cake, take an interest in the world around her. Me, though, I was too busy. I had something to write. For once I had something I felt I ought to write, not the usual half-baked musings on the inconsequential I’d been passing - wasting – my time on lately. That morning I’d woken up with a thought nagging my mind and now it had grown, matured, and was now something I felt I could use.
A shadow passed across my table and stopped.
I looked up.
She stood there, coffee and a cake, one in each hand. ‘May I?’ she said.
‘Yes, sure. Of course.’ I made a show of moving my laptop so she could put down her cup and plate. She sidled across the seat, knees together.
‘I hope I’m not disturbing you,’ she said, looking at me with an intensity that made me lower the lid on my laptop.
‘No,’ I lied. ‘I’m more or less done… for the moment.’ I resigned myself to never finishing that idea, of it fading away and disappearing like a rain puddle on a hot day.
‘You don’t remember me, do you?’ she said.
I looked at her. ‘No.’
‘Good,’ she said. ‘Then we must not have met yet… and I’m just in time.’
‘In time for what?’ I laughed.
‘To save your life,’ she said.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Each Word is Less Than a Moment
All these words that fall across the page like snowflakes settling, like rain falling, like the tears that stain the page when there are no words left and still far too much to say. The words themselves shy away from the page, away from permanence, wanting only to be fleeting moments, there, then lost on the breezes that blow all the possibilities from now away into the unreachable past.
Each word is less than a moment, waiting, heaping up beyond the reach of the hand that could take those waiting words and pin them to the moment. Then spreading them out on this page to say all that needs to be said, before the moment is lost, before the time is gone, before there is nothing left to say.
She sits at the table, pen in hand, watching the tears fall onto the blank page. Next to her unmoving hand are the crumpled balls of discarded pages that didn’t get close to anything she wanted to say. A heap of words that danced around across her mind and over the page, none of them getting close to what she wanted to say, like dancers dancing apart and alone, her thoughts and the words never joined hands, never danced together across the page, creating something new out of all she wanted to say.
Now, there is only silence; a silence and the blank page that waits for her words. Now she knows the page will stay blank because there are far too many words and she had far too much to say for a piece of paper to hold.
So she stands, walks out leaves the empty desk and the blank page and the pen behind as she closes the door on them and dries her tears before walking away.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Monday, March 17, 2014
Where the Shadows Belong
It comes slow and careful through the darkness. It feels at home in the dark, light reveals too much. The shadows and dark places are a home. It can feel the prey as it moves oblivious through the darkness.
There was a time long ago, many prey lifetimes ago, when it would haunt the dark woods, waiting for the prey to come into the deep night of the forest. It would wait high in trees, or low in the undergrowth, for the prey to blunder into its reach. Then it would stretch, grab and devour, leaving only a memory for the prey’s kin to mourn.
Then, though, it moved, made its home in the prey’s cavernous cities. There were more shadows, more dark places and much more prey. The creature could sit up high on the roofs and watch. It could wait for the choicest prey to pass by. The creature could hide in the deep, almost solid, darkness in the cellars and basements for the prey to come by, sometimes oblivious, sometimes wary. But, all too often, wary of other dangers than the creature waiting to rip their lives away.
The creature knew this world belonged to it, and not to the prey, and it liked it that way.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Sunday, March 16, 2014
Archaeology
Archaeology
And here is something newly found.
It sits here, waiting on the palm,
in one cupped hand, and makes its shape
from limits it can then transcend.
It's more beyond itself enclosed,
contains the distances of time
and history within itself.
Its turning form can speak to us
of ages long ago and gone,
to times before the modern now,
when other lost unknowable
wise hands then grew and shaped its form.
But still it will remain right here,
becoming this new meaning taken
by every hand that holds it tight.
Each making new connections back
along that trodden path of time.
We listen now to sounds, echoes
of times, ages long past and gone.
Always we have long history
behind us, somehow reassuring
when walking down these twisting paths
in these now fading footsteps taken here
by earlier, forgotten, generations.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US).]
Thursday, March 06, 2014
The Other
Eyes?
The eyes opened, blinking rapidly, then slower as they grew accustomed to the light level. It was dim. The eyes couldn’t see much, just a ceiling made of metal with a low-powered light in the centre of it.
There were hands, and they could move.
A body. A breast, two breasts and a stomach and lower… the body was female.
There was a mouth too and it smiled.
Female was always good, better than a male.
The prey was always less suspicious of the female. The males wanted to protect, or if not protect, then damage. Always feeling they had the advantage whichever they were going to do. The females… well, they felt less threatened by another female, less wary of what the other could do.
The other?
The mouth smiled again. That was a good name, it… she liked that. She liked being the other.
The body sat up and she looked down at herself.
She liked this body. It was young and strong – even for a body of the prey – which were usually weak and easily broken – that was why they were the prey, after all.
Once she’d lived in this body for a while it would no longer be the body of the prey, it would become – in time – the other.
She hoped it would not be too long, not this time. She was already feeling hungry.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Political Probity
It didn’t happen exactly like that, of course. Although, for a time, it convinced several of the more excitable tabloids that both the politician and the lady of marketable intimacy were both found naked together in the bath filled with strawberry Angel Delight at the party conference.
However, as the Minister for Intimate Probing of the Wrong Sort did later issue a statement to the press. In it, he claimed that it is part of his remit to explore other forms of crime prevention, hence the use of the handcuffs and the whip in that Angel Delight filled bathtub. As he said at the time as well, his wife was standing beside him at this difficult time, much to his obvious relief. Especially when it seemed during in obligatory tear-stained TV interview she would much rather be standing behind him holding her personal favourite from her selection of high-quality kitchen knives in her hand.
The lady of marketable intimacy, of course, sold her story to the highest bidder. Originally, she claimed she was from Eastern Europe (which she later amended to Liverpool) and was trafficked into this country with the promise of becoming a reality TV star. However, later investigation by a rival tabloid discovered she’d turned to prostitution when disappointed by her failure in a TV talent show audition. Consequently, she turned to her current career as one with more potential for personal enrichment than that of being some pop Svengali’s latest paparazzi target.
Still, in the end though the politician was forced out of public life which meant there was one less of them out there wasting taxpayer’s money, if only for a while.
So, in the end, some good did come of it all.
[Books by David Hadley are available here (UK) or here (US)]